Anxiety

Once again . It’s like an unintended guest that demands attention over and over. 

I think anxiety is a bitch. 

I’d like for her to go away and never come back. 

She comes at random times. Like in the San Francisco airport or during a massage of all places. 

Like what the hay? 

She has robbed me of so many precious moments I my life. 

I wonder what she is actually trying to do. Like what does she really want? Perhaps I could ask her and maybe her elephant weigh...

“Write it for you.”

This is what I keep hearing for the last few weeks. 

I have felt inspired to write for over two months, even pulled an oracle card encouraging me to pour my words out on paper- but I have seen myself get distracted by everything and anything else.

Maybe it is because I don’t know how to write it for myself. 

I’ve never done it. 

Even now, I will most likely post this to my blog to help me preserve this experience for me in all its sacred juiciness- the up’s the down’s- t...

I chose to go completely natural about six months ago. 

No hair dye, no eyelashes, no spanx to improve my mommy gut.

Nothing.

It has been a deep practice into self love….

And it has been stretchy and uncomfortable and freeing and beautiful. 

So basically all the human emotions. 

You see- I was raised in a home where exterior looks were incredibly important. 

I remember 30 days after having my second baby- my father picking me and my baby up from the airport and immediately commenting on h...